As many of you know (or maybe none, I forget who I tell things too), I have a male friend who's attracted to me. Now that friend is being a serious ass, moping and crying for the last two weeks cause I wont "be with him" on account of my damned heterosexuality. I know it's hard for him, and I still wanna be his friend, but there's a point when you need to STOP being like that, especially when I was never available, not even from the begining. He wont even talk to me...(but he's probably reading this). In other news, July 6th was my birthday. I got $240 and an x-acto knife. Then I bought a Venture Bros. T-shirt (it's black with a red "monarch" symbol on the front), and I'm gonna try and save the rest for things I need. Like...estrogen treatments and more piercings. Gonna try for my lip and my nose once I get down a look that'll work with that. Yah for body mods!